I haven't been posting for quite a while. I tried using wordpress for a while now. But in the end I still prefer blogspot so here I am back again.
Everytime I am back from an absence, I say I will post more regularly and make a promise to myself. But for now, I'll just go with the flow. Do whatever feels right I suppose.
There's been quite a change in this year when I haven't been posting. More for the better, almost none for the worse. Not too bad I suppose. My aim for now is to just be, and start living. Create more especially. I've been mentally blank for so long. I'm now at the lowest of the low in terms of creativity. I can't even write anymore. I'm tired. Drained. I'm sick. I've always been, but never discovered why.
I've found out how to make myself better physically. Now I have to responsible for my mind too. I will get through this. It won't be too hard.
xxx
Shizuen
